What is this about you ask. Well, it's always been a dream of mine to be a part of playboy. It's my dream so don't shit on it. I'm a Black, 28 year old, mother of 2, over weight women. The list could go on but I'll end it there. I thought I'd start this as some what of a personal journal because I plan on losing the weight and be ready by next year to go on a audition for PLAYBOY!!
So, here's my life. I grew up and still live in Georgia. I attended high school and college (didn't finish yet) here. I had my first daughter at the age of 19, second at 28 (what a wait). I remember seeing my first playboy mag at round the age of 10. I, of course, was snooping in my parents room and saw the magazine in my dad's drawer. I was shocked, amazed and very, very excited. I for some reason wanted to immediately do the same. Something had awoken and I wanted to be those girls. Like I said above I'm over weight. I've been small and just over the last few I've really let myself go. I'm sadden that I've let this happen and I'm now ready to do something about it. I'm not happy in this body and I still have this dream that I want to strive for.
That brings me to my reason for creating this blog. I just yesterday brought a (what I think) is a wonderful workout tape. I saw the ad on T.V. and thought ok that is the is the one for me. But, I need your support to keep me on point. I'm ready to workout and starting not a diet but eating right. I'm going to post pictures of myself from the beginning of this process up until I'm at my playboy audition. If your on this band wagon with then welcome aboard. I would love to bring a few people along with me who's ready to live a healthier life, which is what this is all about.
This blog is, as stated before, my personal site. There will be improper grammar usage, I my even offend a few. In that case be turn away. All the haters stay out. Those of whom who want to be apart of my everyday struggle to get this weight off and try to achieve my goal, welcome will be posting my goings and comings everyday until May which is when my audition. My goal is to have drop at least 90 pounds (ha ha ha, I laugh at that myself). Whatever I can do it. I have faith. So let's get started.
